Thursday, July 22, 2010


I cant stand this shit any longer ...

Everyone's calling me names , bullied me and everything . Its not easy to be the only girl in class where you have to face all the boys everyday w/o fail. Life's is getting hard for me , school , home.. Last two days i just got slapped by a boy which is real hard , and today i got tripped by my classmate , hakeem . Today is the day where i cant stand it and let it out as much as could by crying . I can go crazy. I'm hopeless already all this shits will never end until im graduated . I have no bestfriend or a listening ear in school , so just imagine you are going through all this by yourself . I've been hiding my feelings and pretend as if i'm fine. I thought by by complaining my DM would solve the matter but instead of feeling better i felt much worst as his words towards me are quiet harsh. I'm a girl and you're are a man , how hard you try to help me it won't work because we are two different sex.I'm graduating this year and i hope that after graduating from BRD i'm going to lead or have a better life and better friends. Yes , i'm sure i'm going to miss Secondary life but leaving that school is all in my head right now.Those friends of mine are killing me softly . They may say i'm fat , smelly and ugly but i own a respect of myself . I'm proud to say that i'm straight. 3 months to go and i'm leaving those heartless people .


Tuesday, July 20, 2010






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Sharmaine Abdat ♥

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I'm nowhere near perfect.
I eat when I'm bored.
I fall for boys too easily.
I'm vulnerable to their lies.
I'm hoping that one day someone can get to know me without me getting into a long story.
I live by quotes that explain exactly what I'm going through.
I make excuses for everything in my life.
I'm not perfect and I'm glad because I think that would make me extremely boring ..
Hate me? Stop viewing.Thanks Loser
& That's how i ride
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