I'm The Next B.A.R.B.I.E ♥

Why is it so hard for me to forget about you && whenever nisyah talks about you its killing me...I know we should forget about our past & move on..But i can't ,it's just like how should i say ,the word"Difficult"..Everytime when i starting to forget about him,there's always something that will always reminds me of him..Why is that?I do still love him..All this while when i'm with farix,i feel that you are just there in my heart..Can somebody help me get him away from my mind..?I know it's stupid for me to feel this way as i was the one asking for a break up,But i really do still love him.If only he read this post.I can't even concentrate in life without him..Yes i'm dumb & a big one..I know that i let you down when i ask for it and i realise that i acted selfishly.&& now i filled with regret..Now i only got your pictures hiding somewhere for me to face everyday..Tell me how to stop this feelings..?I just have to say that i'm addicted to your love & i can't let it go now..Errggh..I just hate this feeling.It got to stop.Yknow its just so hard for me to love other guys,seriously...You were everything i wanted.I'm running out of things to do,to get you out of my mind..only saying this in mind"i want him badly.."..

p.s. I'm fiiled with regret now..

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Sharmaine Abdat ♥
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in love
I'm nowhere near perfect.
I eat when I'm bored.
I fall for boys too easily.
I'm vulnerable to their lies.
I'm hoping that one day someone can get to know me without me getting into a long story.
I live by quotes that explain exactly what I'm going through.
I make excuses for everything in my life.
I'm not perfect and I'm glad because I think that would make me extremely boring ..
Hate me? Stop viewing.Thanks Loser
& That's how i ride
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