Thursday, July 22, 2010
![]() I cant stand this shit any longer ... Everyone's calling me names , bullied me and everything . Its not easy to be the only girl in class where you have to face all the boys everyday w/o fail. Life's is getting hard for me , school , home.. Last two days i just got slapped by a boy which is real hard , and today i got tripped by my classmate , hakeem . Today is the day where i cant stand it and let it out as much as could by crying . I can go crazy. I'm hopeless already all this shits will never end until im graduated . I have no bestfriend or a listening ear in school , so just imagine you are going through all this by yourself . I've been hiding my feelings and pretend as if i'm fine. I thought by by complaining my DM would solve the matter but instead of feeling better i felt much worst as his words towards me are quiet harsh. I'm a girl and you're are a man , how hard you try to help me it won't work because we are two different sex.I'm graduating this year and i hope that after graduating from BRD i'm going to lead or have a better life and better friends. Yes , i'm sure i'm going to miss Secondary life but leaving that school is all in my head right now.Those friends of mine are killing me softly . They may say i'm fat , smelly and ugly but i own a respect of myself . I'm proud to say that i'm straight. 3 months to go and i'm leaving those heartless people . Tuesday, July 20, 2010 ![]() |
Sharmaine Abdat ♥ ![]() I'm nowhere near perfect. I eat when I'm bored. I fall for boys too easily. I'm vulnerable to their lies. I'm hoping that one day someone can get to know me without me getting into a long story. I live by quotes that explain exactly what I'm going through. I make excuses for everything in my life. I'm not perfect and I'm glad because I think that would make me extremely boring .. Hate me? Stop viewing.Thanks Loser & That's how i ride |Lil'PhatFabulous Channel |Tumblr |Myspace |Friendster |Multiply |Tagged Sharmaine Abdat ![]() Create Your Badge | Eeka Boom | IfahAdams | Epul Gatlyn | Cherie | FiFi BB | Putera | Eliana | Riri Diamond | ShastaNatasha June 2009 . July 2009 . August 2009 . September 2009 . October 2009 . November 2009 . December 2009 . March 2010 . April 2010 . May 2010 . June 2010 . July 2010 . August 2010 . September 2010 . October 2010 . November 2010 . March 2011 . April 2011 . May 2011 . ![]() ![]() |