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2011-05-07T20:59:00.000-07:00

Found my Prince

I think i found my prince.Its funny how a stranger can actually mean alot to you .Its already been 3 months i guess we've been contacting .. as days goes by i fall for him a little deeper ..it feels shoo good to be inlove again..my ex boyfriends are all jerks .Everytime when im around him i just cant concentrate. It feels shoo good when he hug me i just dont wanna let go cause i know as he leave ill be missing him even just for a minute .. thats how big my love is for him..but im not sure if he feels that way too..even when imout with my girls , i just wish that i could have you around..he is such a sweetheart .. thats how i like it boo <3

Ne-yo - Together

Since the day that we met boyI've never had anyone make me feel this wayAnd my heart is sure it wants to be with youWanna give you the whole world If you make the promise to me, your gonna stay .What will it take to show you I'll be by your side Boy I got you and I want to give you what you never hadBoy everyday I hope to make you part of my lifeCause you know me and I know youBoy your love is where it's at.andI'm gonna be the love that's gonna last and be the one that got your backAint nothing never that badThat we will be togetherBoy we both made our mistakes and some we never wished we made but we'll be okay if we just stick togetherI know she left you strandedAnd you paid the price when you messed up your life boy I know you're so afraid but I can't right the wrongs she didI know you saw the picturea on Facebook and wonder how many boys ive been out withI done my share of playing games but for you I given up that life Baby you're the one I'm waiting for Because you give me what I needed moreBoy its clear that we are meant to be together we should be togetherEternally..

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2011-04-18T12:18:00.001-07:00

Misery .. I've been too sensitive this days ..Crazy nights.. I can't pretend anymore , acting like I'm a strong girl which I'm not .. Behind all the smiles I'm screaming inside seeking for help but it's like no ones listening . Sometimes I just cry at night so that no one will see . .I'm suffering deep inside .. I just wonder when will all this end . Everything that my parents put me through right now really breaks me down . Everynight I cry a million tears when everybody else asleep .Im Emotionless now .

choose a future soulmate wisely

2011-03-27T09:29:00.001-07:00

Im Waiting for the guy who'll be my best friend, the person who'll drop everything to be with me at any time of the day no matter what, the guy who makes me smile like no other guy can and when he looks at me.. you know he needs you, the guy who thinks im beautiful even when my hairs a mess and you have no make-up on, the guy who will stay awake just 2 watch me sleep, the one who will call me just to hear my voice, but most of all wait for the guy who'll put me at the center of his universe, cuz obviously he'll be at the center of yours.

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2010-11-12T17:41:00.001-08:00

It's hard to love someone who's in love with someone else, you have to ignore the pain and swallow your pride. Just to be a friend... but that's all worth it because sometimes friendship lasts longer than love, and I know that I should probably just let go, because I know that it won’t work out and everyone tells me that. So I try to convince myself that I’m better off without him...but then I’ll think of him and remember his smile and I can't imagine myself with anyone else and no matter how hard it will be, I want to be with him.

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2010-10-07T11:57:00.001-07:00

True love? I used to believe it existed, but when you’ve had your heart torn out and thrown on the floor, you just don’t care anymore. . Ask me why I keep on loving

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2010-09-29T19:57:00.001-07:00

Karma.Do you believe in it ? Like what goes around comes around . Well , I do . I've experience it . In my life , family comes first . I don't really need friends as they will not be there for you everytime . Sometimes , your own friend or so called ' bestfriend ' can diss you anytime they want or when things go wrong . People have been throwing dirt on my name but I keep it cool as I'm not at the losing end . Just keep the shit going as I couldn't care less . For now there's soo much haters hating on me , even my own blood , but still I rise . They say I'm bad and fat fuck but I know where I'm standing so suck it.I'm me.

P.S im still not over you

2010-09-18T08:30:00.001-07:00

I know I'm not completely over him. He still crosses my mind several times a day, but with each one of those times, a feeling of contempt also passes through my heart. Maybe if this happens enough, my heart will become completely hardened to him, and I'll get to the point where he doesn't affect me anymore

2010-08-28T09:57:00.000-07:00

Tornado , look at it thats how my family is now.Everything is soo messed up . Every year without fail on hari raya , there's always this someone who will spoil the big day .I hate it when someone is rude towards my grandmother , especially my aunty and her family which i use to love them .The tie which links mother and child is of such pure and immaculate strength as to be never violated.Me and my sister has never been rude towards her. She's getting old and i'm sure all she ever wanted is for her children to be happy and back together as a family.Yes i know , shits happen but this cannot be going on and on every year .I feel for my granny . Never make a mom curse on you cause thats not a good sign . Its ramadhan and im expecting for a good famliy gathering again this time raya but , there's someone who is full of egos' .So forget aboout it .

2010-08-14T23:04:00.000-07:00

Mommy buy me this please XD

2010-08-06T03:58:00.000-07:00

NATIONAL DAY !!

Heyy guys guess what , today i just performed in school ! like finally after all the 4 years of my

" STAGE FRIGHT " i manage to overcome it :) and iam sooo happy like i mean its like my last year in broadrick secondary school and i perform .Thanks to my dearest friends for encouraging and FORCING me to sing haha . OMG i'm speechless like seriously. Good feedbacks from the audience . I had soo much fun today . Today , makes me want to sing more in school and show my true colours. Well actually i was quiet nervous but i didnt know how i can sing on the stage happily , you know it was like so natural as if i've perform before.Whatever it is today is my biggest day :)I'm happy too because i get to make up for sherlin hehs .Oh ya i sang ,

- my island home

- where i belong

-we will get there

-reach out for the skies

2010-07-22T00:48:00.001-07:00

I cant stand this shit any longer ...

Everyone's calling me names , bullied me and everything . Its not easy to be the only girl in class where you have to face all the boys everyday w/o fail. Life's is getting hard for me , school , home.. Last two days i just got slapped by a boy which is real hard , and today i got tripped by my classmate , hakeem . Today is the day where i cant stand it and let it out as much as could by crying . I can go crazy. I'm hopeless already all this shits will never end until im graduated . I have no bestfriend or a listening ear in school , so just imagine you are going through all this by yourself . I've been hiding my feelings and pretend as if i'm fine. I thought by by complaining my DM would solve the matter but instead of feeling better i felt much worst as his words towards me are quiet harsh. I'm a girl and you're are a man , how hard you try to help me it won't work because we are two different sex.I'm graduating this year and i hope that after graduating from BRD i'm going to lead or have a better life and better friends. Yes , i'm sure i'm going to miss Secondary life but leaving that school is all in my head right now.Those friends of mine are killing me softly . They may say i'm fat , smelly and ugly but i own a respect of myself . I'm proud to say that i'm straight. 3 months to go and i'm leaving those heartless people .

2010-07-20T18:47:00.000-07:00

2010-06-12T00:37:00.000-07:00

My ex Yumin-ians ♥. I really treasure them for making my primary 6 life awesome .

11.06.2010

Yeterday they invited me to a PIT at pasir ris park . So called a 6G & 6H gathering . I swear it was the bestest gathering i ever attend :) All thanks to Dina , thanks kecik ! .I was being such a Mutherufcker by disturbing Nayli for the whole day , LOL . Kinda sad haha cause i didn't get to take much picture .. but there's alot of candid tho . Im sure namira have to upload hell lots of pictures .Right namira ? So i did the BBQ thingy by myself nyehehs , but the rest of the girls went to the side of the beach to camwhore while me and namira chit-chat-ing and bbq-ing the chicken for Radhi and Danial (actually for us) -_-' . At night we played TRUE or DARE , i was dared to eat a crackers with a bee hoon mee added with a SELF-MADE SAUCE which is eeewwww ! All thanks to Radhi , Dina & Amin :@ So we laugh and laugh and laugh until mommy called me and asking me what time i'm coming home . So i went home with zilah and her boyfriend shazzy .We took 21 home .

Pictures

I hope there's gonna be more meet-ups or gathering again .

Your Miss Lewinsky

2010-06-04T09:55:00.000-07:00

D'massiv & S07 Consert

Heyy Barbies :)

Recently i went to watch D'massiv & S07 concert at fort canning park . Which i pay for $20

-_-' I was force though to go by my cousin .She was soo obsses with indonesia artist .I thought it was free but end up i have to pay so FTW . Glad that i enjoyed myslef there espcially when its D'massiv performance "aduhhhh ganteng banget si RIAN !!! " (indo). Me and cousin had been standing and shouting for 4 freaking hours , now hows that ? haha ! SO7 vocalist seriously look alike like bimo haha . SO7 performance was hyper than D'massiv , but i rather love all D'massiv songs :) Sorry SO7 Fan tehee .How i wish i could meet-up with Rian

(D'massiv vocalist) ahhh *melts* .

2010-05-31T19:50:00.000-07:00

Vino G. Sebastian ♥

He's like the hottest indonesia actor ever *melts*

Recently i watched this awesome indonesia movie called "Serigala Terahkhir" which vino acted as one of the guy in it .Its an awesome movie to watch. I mean i don't mind watching it over and over again , and all the 5 main actors are WOW *melts* . The movie is all about friendship . So whoever is a big van of Vino G. Sebastian you should watch the movie .So Enjoy !

2010-05-28T00:41:00.001-07:00

Thank God i got " just pass" hahah ! But i couldnt careless . I mean its not even counted for my f-ing N-LEVEL Blergggg .. The shitt-est thing is , my mommy made me promise something that i know i'll never make it . Maths , is hated my me :) I got 10/100 for maths how cool . All i do is sleep , sleep and sleep for maths lesson . Sick and tired of maths -_-' Good thing i'm not GROWNDED ! WOOOHHOOOOOOO ! i'm soo happy , but still i don't think that i can go out cause im semi-broke ! GRRRRRRR ! F**k up :@ When will i ever be a billionair ?

Btw Daddy i want this can ?

2010-05-17T04:52:00.000-07:00

2010-05-17T03:38:00.000-07:00

Sometimes , i just feel like screaming at an open field alone . There's too much thing in my head . I can't take it any longer . Relationship , Friendship and as usuall family .. When will all this problem dissapear .. I really need a break for now like seriously . I'm badly sick right now , headache , fever .I just hate this . I'm searching for the right life . Yes , i may look happy all the time but its all about pretending . Can anybody take me somewhere where i can have a peace of mind . Shafiq peng is my laughing gas . He is the one who will always make my day . Thanks Fiq i appreciate it alot . Well enough said . Now tell me you feel me .

2010-05-14T03:28:00.000-07:00

Even tho you don't ..

think that you can move on ,

you have to because once a guy say that he can only be your friend , he mean it trust me .

I've been thu all this shit and it sucks to get rejected from a guy -_-

Just look at me , I'm moving on with a heartache but i'm sure i will .I've been avoiding him and never approach him thru MSN anymore .Its akward when i don't talk or smile at him anymore as we're friends for four-years . Even he himself say that . I want us to be like normal " us " again . I miss the old us actually . But now after confessing things became worst as i see distance growing between us .Every day when i see you in school i feel like calling out your name and wave but again its akward now . I just wish that one my wish will be granted .

2010-05-14T03:16:00.000-07:00

Dear maths , why must you be so hard ?

'
Today maths i slept again for 1hr -_- . I'm sick and tired of maths , its one of my non-favourite subject . Everytime when i see the maths paper i feel like fainting and there goes my headache . I have never pass my maths tho :)

Had art after my maths paper .. Too much thing going on for art too .. grrrr angry know :@
Burp ~ haha im soo full for now as my teacher treat us Macdonalds tehee thanks miss fudz <3
While doing art Miss fudz start talking about " who you like " topic .. I started saying that it was you but then she say " im dissapointed in you sharmaine " I was like why his nice ok .. Then she say " Errrr he is irritating ! if you would ask me to choose to go on a date with him i rather go with hakeem.s :D " I was like giving her the -_- face .. I mean like maybe you don't know him well .. or its me ? haha i don't know .. Well i look at you like an angel . Whatever it is you're still nice to me so heck care.
I'm sure if you read this you gonna prove her wrong right ? ;)

2010-05-11T07:05:00.000-07:00

Why people fall in love?

It is a mystery why we fall in love. It is a mystery how ithappens. It is a mystery when it comes. It is a mystery whysome love grows and it is a mystery why some love fails.You can analyze this mystery and look for reasons andcauses, but you will never do anymore that take the life outof the experience. Just as life itself is more than the sum ofthe bones and muscles and electrical impulses in the body,love is more than the sum of the interests and attractionsand commonalities that two people share. And just as lifeitself is a gift that comes and goes in its own time, so too, thecoming of love must be taken as an unfathomable gift thatcannot be questioned in its ways.Sometimes, hopefully at least once in your life - the gift oflove will come to you in full flower. Take hold of it andcelebrate it in all inexpressible beauty. This is the dream weall share. More often, it will come and take hold of you,celebrate you for a brief moment, then move on.When this happen to young people, they too often try tograsp the love and hold it to them, refusing to see that it is agift that just as freely, moves away. When they fall out oflove, or the person they love feels the spirit of love leaving,they try desperately to reclaim the love that is lost ratherthan accepting the gift for what it was, then moving on.They want answers where there are no answers. Theywant to know what is wrong in them that makes the otherperson no longer love them, or try to get their love to change,thinking that if some small things were different, love wouldbloom again. They blame their circumstances and say that ifthey go far away and start a new life, their love will grow.They try anything to give meaning to what has happened. Butthere is no meaning beyond the love itself, and until theyaccept its own mysterious ways, they live in a sea of misery.You need to know this about love, and accept it. You need totreat what it brings you with kindness. If you find yourself inlove with someone who does not love you, be gentle withyourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn'tchoose to rest in the other person's heart.If you find yourself someone in love with you but you don'tlove him back, feel honored that love came and called at yourdoor, but gently refuse the gift you cannot return. Do nottake advantage; do not cause pain. How you deal with loveis how you deal with yourself. All our hearts feel the samepains and joys, even if our lives and ways are different.If you fall in love with another, and he falls in love with you,and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it nor toassess blame. Let it go. There is a reason and there is ameaning. You will know in time.Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you. Allyou can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life. Feel the way it fills you to overflowing,then reach out and give it away. Give it back to the personwho brought it alive in you. Give it to others who deem itpoor in spirit. Give it to the world around you in any way you can.There is where many lovers go wrong. Having been so longwithout love, they understand love only as a need. They seetheir hearts as empty places that will be filled by love, andthey begin to look at love as something that flows to themrather than from them.The first blush of new love is filled to overflowing, but astheir love cools, they revert to seeing their love as a need.They cease to be someone who generates love and insteadbecome someone who seeks love. They forget that thesecret of love is that it is a gift, and that it can be made togrow only by giving it away.Remember this and keep it to your heart. Love has its time, itsown season, its own reason for coming and going. Youcannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying. You canonly embrace it when it arrives and give it away when itcomes to you. But if it chooses to leave from your heart orfrom the heart of your lover, there is nothing you can do andthere is nothing you should do. Love always has been andalways will be a mystery.

BE GLAD THAT IT CAME TO LIVEFOR A MOMENT IN YOUR LIFE. If you keep you heart open, it will come again...

2010-05-06T01:19:00.000-07:00

People may see me as a strong person but the truth is..
I’m the biggest chicken you’ll ever see.
No, really. Most esp emotionally.
You have no idea how weak I am.
You have no idea.
I actually cry a lot.
Alone.
whatever.

2010-04-22T15:12:00.000-07:00

It was a fun wednesday at Jazlynn's crib

2010-04-19T04:18:00.000-07:00

I'm not snatching you GOODIE BOYFRIEND .

Yes he use to be mine ,but now his all yours . Me and him just broke up like 10 or 9 days ago . Isnt it fast that he's already with you ? Well i think it is . Seems like his ready for the break up. I can't believe it how you write about me trying to steal your goodie-goodie boyfriend . He flirts.Yes i truly love him and i remember saying this that our relationship is toofast but why didn't you take it slow rather then let me go ?I know you're bored of me but what to do , my school time is way important right ?Yes i know all you wanted was a little attention from me but you're being i don't know somesort like "My Stalker" ? Yes you're my boyfriend (used) but after being with you i just don't know why i'm super busy with alot of things . Now you're happily attached to this lady here F I'm sure she just knew you . F.Y.I love,he still want to play around with girls explore them one by one .Its okay i just want to see how far you can go with him ok ? I'm sure you going to regret it . Well all i have to say is Last-Long with him okay deary ;) Goodluck knowning him (MR. AWESOME ) .

Love

Mrs. Awesome

2010-04-18T04:15:00.000-07:00

Family Town-ing

Today was hella fun as i went out to town with my parents and granny :) The first place we went to was the Forever 21 @ somerset 313 .My Intantion to go there is because i wanted to get a faded jeans,but to bad there's no size :( But i saw this beautiful Knit top its awesome ! So i bought it la. Tehee. Thanks mommy for buying it for me ,that makes me love you even more :D Oh ya and a pair of bangles a studed one .So after buying the top,we went to Cineleisure to find my lil bro cap he really wanted the HABITAT cap ,anyone knows where to get it ? So ya and i bump into my lovely shalala bby ohh god ! how i miss you deary soo meet up soon okay ?After that we took a cab from cine to far east for our lunch at Cahaya & guess who i saw , tehee Suhair Rahman btw he's cute tho haha :D After we had our lunch, we took bus 5 opp Far East Plaza straight home . Later heading to parkway parade to fetch sister nisyah from her work place . So do check out the top its beautiful ♥

2010-04-16T07:28:00.000-07:00

I won't forget you,no matter how big of an ass you were to me.We still had good memories together .

2010-04-16T06:00:00.000-07:00

i’m not happy. i have been shedding tears for all these time. even time like this. it’s heartbreaking. i need him. i want him but i can’t never have him back ...

2010-04-16T05:39:00.000-07:00

Dear you,

I miss you. I miss how you cared for me , how you always make my day how you used to cheer me up and how you make me feel that you love me . I miss everything that used to be

WHAT HAPPENED ?

Love,

2010-04-16T05:34:00.000-07:00

Sometimes you just need to be with the person who make you smile even if it means waiting .

2010-04-15T04:09:00.000-07:00

Her name is Nur atikah .

Seventeen .

Love modelling so much like a hobby .

So do check out her shoots .

By me and my sister nisyah .

http://sharmaineabdat.multiply.com/photos/album/10/Nur_Atikah_Shoots

♥

2010-04-09T19:52:00.000-07:00

I make mistakes. I have regrets. I hate being alone. I’m always late. I hate school. I never call anyone back. I don’t like being wrong. I’m a huge procrastinator. I act like I’m a lot tougher than I am. I hate being ignored. I cry. I’m shy. I get annoyed by people too easily. I have enemies. I enjoy singing. I'm fat but fat is fabulous. I laugh really obnoxiously. I can’t trust anyone with my life. Many things just seem to get to me. I’m not perfect. But the beauty of it is that I don’t care.

2010-04-06T04:08:00.000-07:00

I wanna be the next B.A.R.B.I.E ♥

2010-04-06T03:53:00.000-07:00

Falling for a friend and it became akward ...

2010-04-06T02:37:00.001-07:00

Sometimes you can be jealous just by looking at your girlfriends going out with someone else

(girls)... & I guess i just lost a wonderful friend .....

2010-03-27T16:12:00.000-07:00

Mommy i sooo want this can you buy it for me :D

2010-03-24T21:01:00.000-07:00

" When You Have a friend by your side that helps you to find the beauty of all
when you'll open your heart and believe in the gift of a friend someone who knows when you're lost and you're scared there through the highs and the lows
someone you can count on, someone who cares besides you where ever you go."

~ Demi Lovato

2010-03-24T20:37:00.000-07:00

Say you want me then text me on the cell phone if you love me baby, work it out .

We can look to infinity

2010-03-21T03:47:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was hella fun as i get to meet iera bby and adri bby which i miss you girls like so much.We gossip pretty much tsk :D

Thanks girls for making my saturday an enjoyable one love you two ♥

2010-03-21T03:33:00.000-07:00

I need somebody to lean on..All my love ones has gone into their own lala land.They left me hanging but i have no choice but to move on without them.I always thought that you could be the bestest girlfriend i ever had,but i was wrong .I'm not like you,who parties alot goes out late at night,got the money have alot of friends around you i'm just not like you.She has taken you from me.Yes it hurts alot cause i have always depend on you girlfriend like i don't need other friends but only you but this is what i get in the end you just left ..It was heaven to have a friend like you i enjoyed being with you like going out together till late night webcaming playing with foams..But now i just miss all that fun i use to had..If i'm not good for you as a friend you have to tell me at least i know..moving on was the saddening moment but i have too..sorry.

Love, your beloved girlfriend sharmaine abdat ♥ .

2010-03-19T22:09:00.000-07:00

Its raining , everyone tend to sleep =.= I want to go out, its so freaking bored here at home..

Shasha ! imy so much bebe when can we go out again :( I'm planning of going for a picnic together one fine day okay sweets ? ♥

Mommy just bought me a new top which is soo soo hot i'm loving it thanks mommy ily

♥

2010-03-19T21:58:00.001-07:00

If you think she's a good " friend" for you , go ahead i can't stop you because that is your choice.But i'll always be there for you SweetLove ♥

2009-12-02T09:00:00.000-08:00

I just pretend im doing fine but i cant get his face out of my head when i close my eyes .

2009-11-23T08:21:00.001-08:00

Birthday Wish ( shasha juraimi )

i'm still doing my report but i shall wish you first
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARMAINE!
Me love you many xoxoxoxo
Have a great one okay! And smile always, cos your smile makes my day hee

I love you sha ! XOXO ♥_♥

2009-11-23T07:37:00.000-08:00

Somebody tell me why i dont seem to be looking forward for birthday..

2009-11-22T00:32:00.000-08:00

Birthday wish ( Naufal )

What Ever Happen Now Or In The Future , Be Sure To Remember That You're The Best Bestie and You will Never Be Replace , Well I Dont Know What Is Your Sister Thinking But I Wish You Happy Birthday First Kay Happy Birthday In Advance Bestie ) I Hope You Will Always Remember Me As Your Bestie )),:

Thank you so much :)

2009-11-19T03:30:00.000-08:00

So many people judgin me, so many people hatin on me . Ima stay true to myself,

even if yall wont let me be, ima just be real ♥

2009-11-18T21:53:00.000-08:00

Ima Tell You How I like iT ♥

I like the way you walk

The way you talk

The way you dress

The way you smileI like the way you are

The way you ain'tI like your honesty, integrity,

It levels me, so please don't ever change.

I like the way you brush your hair

I like the stylish clothes you wear

It's just the real things you do

That's why I wanna stick with you

Where my girls at?

Let them know we love that

Sexy way they does that (you did that)

That's how I like it, baby

I hope you like my style

The way I dress

The way I flirt

Say yes

I hope you like my mind

The things I say

If I'm with you, then

I'm with only you

My loyalty will never, ever change

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2009-11-13T02:22:00.000-08:00

I was so inlove

If you love that someone,

You got to learn to be patience.

&& Take the risk.

Yes loving him was hard but,

But there's a little thing you call love.

I love you no matter what shidy.

I'm proud to be your girl.

2009-11-12T11:18:00.001-08:00

My Boyfriend Don't Love Me

2009-11-12T01:43:00.000-08:00

Im inlove with this one

2009-11-12T01:11:00.000-08:00

This aint how it suppose to be ,

Or , am i just playing this love game by myself..

2009-11-08T06:58:00.000-08:00

I LOVE YOU BOYFRIEND

Kau Jgn Nak Flirt-Flirt ok Love.

(can hug , but no kiss .. feel me?)

2009-11-01T19:10:00.000-08:00

Heyy peeps ! I'm organising a Birthday Bash !@ Aranda Country Club.Its just next to Wild-Wild Wet.
Its from 5:50 onwards :)
Dress-Code : LEOPARD PRINTS ♥ & This party is for invited guest only .So see you people there !

Lil' PhatFabulous Birthday Bash
Time:5:50PM Wednesday, November 25th
Location:Aranda Country Club , Room 2012 ( near downtown east )

2009-10-29T06:53:00.000-07:00

BAd Hair Day =.=

Last But Not Least , Mr Fangs

And once again Mr Fangs ,

F.A.T. > is > P.H.A.T.B.U.L.O.U.S.E

Much Love

Sharmaine abdat

26 more days

2009-10-26T09:46:00.000-07:00

Being a KPO ? AH fuck yourself.

By the way thanks for calling me a bitch cause i simply love it .
Shalala i dont want to break our f/s just like that..ifah too..I just feel left out..I think the best way to talk things out is to face each other..I love you and ifah soo much and i really treasure you girls..But what i mad at you is, shalala is because you put syimir in this situation and you know you know that when it comes to MUHAMMAD SYIMIR its all about hush words baby,and you know i hate it..so mir,i dont give a damn on you so, say whatever you like about me cause i couldnt care less..I've been toooo nice to you all this while hah ! but now I'ma do my thing by stop being a fool and stand up for myself.Come on be a man .Last few months i was like i dont know maybe a "Dumb?" by Liking you ,admiring you and etc.While you were just don't even care a single thing but hey mr ego what could i say i have move on , i really hope that you will change for the better man.Ohya last but not least GOTTO CONTROL YOUR BIG EGO OKAY?
take care son.Do me proud haha take that ! higlight what i just say okay?Dani dont worry he wont dare to do me anymore okay love:)

Much love

Sharmaine abdat

29 more days

2009-10-24T05:02:00.000-07:00

Single. I want a boyfriend who Sing's ♥

Much Love
Sharmaine abdat

32 more days

2009-10-18T14:40:00.000-07:00

Heyy people its been soo long since i last updated my blog.Kinda busy.This month, my holidays was well spent.I really had fun with my new GF SHAWALLAH.Now i'm quite hurt with all syimir's words haha he will never stop trying to make me hate him i guess..right syimir?but its okay sharmaine tell yourself that you will never get his love back.Haha okay that's all.I'm quite active in Facebook nowadays..AYE ! My big day is coming !hahaha 24/11 :D.I want a very exciting and coolest birthday for this one !I'll update more about my birthday pit when the date is getting closer ;) see'yall soon tc and goodnight..

Much Love
Sharmaine abdat

2009-09-28T05:24:00.000-07:00

Heyy people Selamat Hari Raya ;)

Sorry if i ever hurt any of you out there okay .

But sadly this year raya is not complete for my family..As i miss my uncle and lil' cousin badly!I loveyoubothokay.Collection also like soo little..Do i really look that mature to you guys?Exams coming head like got bomb inside.. ! !Hmm lets just forget about that.Last two days it was like dream come true yknow ! I met my ex syimir haha which i miss him so much..Ohya with shawalala :D They brought me to a place called the" bridge".After sat and talk shawalala wanna go off so went to mrt station together..I had a great time eventhough i didn't talk to syimir that much "idomissyouhahabuti'mtoshytoadmit♥"..

Ohya almost forget to show you guys my new BFF Naufal ;)

2009-09-03T05:54:00.000-07:00

It Hurts So Bad Now
Giving someone another chance is easy but when they break the chance you'll regret..
Okay he's pretty fine..sister told me to gave him a second chance..But when this happen,i realise its the biggest mistake i've done..it just went by so fast...when i'm starting to fall for you things went differently..you use to say that eventhought i'm attach with someone else you would wait for me,but all this is just a words that you know how to say it but doesn't know what it means..I guess you're still the old you..or maybe you can never change into someone else.But its okay..life got to move on..thats the quote..

2009-08-22T03:41:00.000-07:00

Heyy people.Howsitgoin?

Its fasting month!!!Gahh!I couldn't imagine hows school gonna be...Sunny day sumore..

Hopefully i can take it:) By the way yeah!Daddy coming home on monday!

But life's gonna be different when he comes home...Every single thing is not gonna be the same anymore...But i don't really care what's gonna happen ,i'm just gonna be me..But its okay not gonna say everything in here..& I miss my beloved uncle soo much..Every year my family have to fought over a silly thing...Its sad to see my familly all driffting away from each other...This happens every years..I miss al my cousin..When this thing happens, i feel like i don't own any cousins,aunty,uncle everything..Please kak ain leave cik madi alone can you? & even my family a get me bitch?I hate you i hate you i hate you ! ! Yes i use to like you,love you,but now you making me hate you this much..trust me you made my uncle but one day you will filled with regrets..I'm ma make you lose everything you own right now BITCH!Even i'm gonna let out all your secrets hah wait for the right time take care for now.hope you gonna read this :D

2009-08-21T05:43:00.000-07:00

I was bored so yea this is what i do whenever i'm bored.
I don't knwo if i sound good but its okay.Its for fun.
Enjoy!!

2009-08-21T02:32:00.000-07:00

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steady watchin, steady workin,put my head in the air and i see somebody waitin,i knew that i'd find you in the end,just a game, i kept rollin my dice, to get in,gotta be you (x2)

gotta be gotta be gotta be gotta begotta be gotta be gotta be you (x2)

every nite Im workin out lateskippin meals I cant stop saying ya namethinking all day just wanna see ya facegirl I need you even Im in paincant imagine I got to fly far awaygirl I miss you even its just one daythe reason why Im sayin this to you, cant live without a girlits gotta be you

its you girl, I cant walk with this narrow path worldIm holding thruI need you girl every time I pull this ropethe girl Im searching thruIts gotta be you

Chorus (x2)

Gotta be youGotta be youGotta be youGotta be you girl (x2)

Girl, girl, girl, gotta be you hey hey..Chorus

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2009-08-21T01:54:00.000-07:00

Hey you two whats going on? ;)

Yesterday was crazy!As i invite Dzul ex's to my place.

SriNurHidayah is the name.She's cool..Shy girl.

It was like after school she fetch me from my school bustop & we proceed to my crib.We was like gossiping about people in her school & in my school ..Laughing like none stop!After all the gossip thingy i wanted to edit my blog into an interesting one.It took me 2 hours to just finish my blog template..We ate mee goreng which my mom cook yesterday with chicken:D

Around like 9+ i guess he sister texted her to get a night lamp for her i don't know who haha..

So we went to the Value shop to buy it, & she treat me peach tea(thanks babe)hehe..

Then send her to the bustop & walk home after she ride her bus.I really had a great time thanks you srii ;) Come to my hous again ok can gossip summore hehe see you soon:)

2009-08-13T06:15:00.000-07:00

hey "babe",
f.y.i yes i do hate your attitude some times,
& i don't think so you realise aout it.Do you??
Now you know the truth,& i want to tell you that,
I'm sharmaine & not MONSTER.
Ohya i do use that name in my own tagboard,yes i do.BUt in my own tagboard.
& Yes i'm the one who say"baek era:D"i wrote that.
Its okay if you wanna say that"woah sharmaine what a two face.applaus.thankss!"
I don't care much actually.So yea.My cousin don't like you and i don't know why.
Maybe you want to ask her personally? :)
Hope you change for the better.

P.S so shira can you still be a friend of mine?

Lil'PhatFabulous

2009-08-12T01:51:00.000-07:00

sharmaine says"i don't know if i'm happy or sad right now....& i just hate what i saw"
Mood: crushed

Lil'PhatFabulous

2009-08-10T18:35:00.000-07:00

"i did not start it gal.. U shud ask that favourite auntie of urs which she thinks that i have all the bloody time to drag her bloody fat ass to my mess... What is there to be laid out when there's nothing out of it... Well ppl just can't leave me alone since day one babe..."

So what's going on?See you soon. ;D

Lil'PhatFabulous

2009-08-10T00:58:00.000-07:00

There once was a little girl who never knew love until a boy broke her heart...

i hate what i saw yesterday..

Lil'PhatFabulous

2009-08-04T06:14:00.000-07:00

Hey people F.Y.I i've just deleted all my old post.

Just want to start afresh :D

Lil'PhatFabulous

2009-07-30T05:28:00.002-07:00

Why is it so hard for me to forget about you && whenever nisyah talks about you its killing me...I know we should forget about our past & move on..But i can't ,it's just like how should i say ,the word"Difficult"..Everytime when i starting to forget about him,there's always something that will always reminds me of him..Why is that?I do still love him..All this while when i'm with farix,i feel that you are just there in my heart..Can somebody help me get him away from my mind..?I know it's stupid for me to feel this way as i was the one asking for a break up,But i really do still love him.If only he read this post.I can't even concentrate in life without him..Yes i'm dumb & a big one..I know that i let you down when i ask for it and i realise that i acted selfishly.&& now i filled with regret..Now i only got your pictures hiding somewhere for me to face everyday..Tell me how to stop this feelings..?I just have to say that i'm addicted to your love & i can't let it go now..Errggh..I just hate this feeling.It got to stop.Yknow its just so hard for me to love other guys,seriously...You were everything i wanted.I'm running out of things to do,to get you out of my mind..only saying this in mind"i want him badly.."..

p.s. I'm fiiled with regret now..

Lil'PhatFabulous

2009-07-30T04:45:00.000-07:00

http://www.shopping-ismyparadise.blogspot.com/

Lil'PhatFabulous

2009-06-05T03:11:00.000-07:00

Lil'PhatFabulous